Participatory Art Fair | Chelsea TODAY, 1-5PM.
FOOD + MUSIC + FREE + OPEN TO EVERYONE
COME TO POKETTO & many other fun activities!
Where: West 17th Street, between 9th + 10th Avenues
Blue sky in Brighton Beach.
Before the morning workshop to teach, took a walk on the beach. Loved it.
Was feeling good today.
As I wrote before, my oncologist told me that I should eat anything I feel like eating. Just try not to lose weight anymore. To me, it was a perfect words, simple and doable, and done. First 1month, I lost 8 lb instantly right after taking tagrisso since loosing appetite, and 2nd month by now, started to gain my weight, well, getting appetite back. I found that when I had cold green tea, I feel better and like working a few hours. This morning, I definitely felt well and had a cup of cold green tea then walked to farmers market in my neighborhood about 7 minutes from my apt. Got some fresh vegetables in my cart. 2weeks ago, when I went there, I started to feel sick while waiting for a long line to pay under strong sun light, needed to rest on a bench on the way back home. It was cooler this morning and left home a little later since it seems more crowded right after opening the market in the morning. Becoming sick myself, appreciate having such a local farmers market, as small as 2tents, near by home. It motivates me to walk to. I also purchased freshly baked croissants at Moroccan French bakery on the way back home for lunch:) Thank you for my appetite!
Sometimes, a friend of mine delivers to me freshly squeezed beets juice from JacksonHts. Thank you, Romina :) 息子の学校クラスメイトだった子のお母さんが、私の病気を気遣って、たまに搾りたてビーツジュースを、家まで持ってきてくれます。ロミーナ、有難う。
「周りからあれ食べろ、これ食べるなとか言われるかも知れないけれど、食べたいと思うもの何でも食べていいよ。体重だけこれ以上減らさない様に気を付ければ良いから」と言う、私の癌専門医の言葉で気持ちが大いに晴れた私は、タグリッソ飲んで初めの一月で一気に4kg体重が減ったけれど、今2ヶ月目で体重増え始めた。最近は、空腹が感じられる様になり、「今日はアレが食べたい!」って言う、私が本来持つ強い食への執着が戻って来た:) 私にとってこれはでかい! 大きな生きる原動力。最近は冷たい緑茶を飲むと体調が良い気がしてる。今朝は、起きた時点で体調が良く、ピンと閃いた「昨晩の残り牛丼の卵綴じ」をばっと作り、きゅうりキムチ乗せて、冷たい緑茶でパワー朝食。徒歩7分のファーマーズマーケットで新鮮な野菜を買って来た。2週間前は、日差しが強かった事も有り、支払いの長い待ち時間で気分が悪くなり、途中で近くのベンチに座って休憩する必要が有ったのだけれど。今日は涼しかったし、朝開店直後は混んでいそうなので、今日は少しゆっくり出掛けて混んでいなかったのが良かったかな。テント2個分の小さなマーケットだけど、地元の徒歩圏に有るのは有難い。特に体調崩してる身としては、散歩がてらに気楽に行けるのが嬉しい。11月末迄の毎週土曜日。帰り途中には、モロッコフレンチベーカリーで焼き立てクロワッサンを買って、ランチに。食欲って大切だなぁと、失った経験から実感。食欲に感謝:)